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Showing posts with label school. Show all posts
Showing posts with label school. Show all posts

Sunday, September 1, 2013

Hello September ! 

In just a few more weeks we will be in my favorite season, FALL ! I am so over summer, especially this summer. My summer sucked, and I glad school is back in session. For this month I haven't set any goals yet, I am just focusing on being happy during my pregnancy because I have been going through a rough time during this past month. I've also been overly emotional to the point where I feel like exploding because no one understands my hormonal conditions. 
I quit my job this weekend, I wasn't felling comfortable there anymore. I felt like they started taking advantage of my hard work, and as the weeks passed I was getting more disappointed. right now I am focusing more on this school semester, I know I need a job to start saving up for when the baby is here, I am trying to figure out how I am going to juggle work, school and being a mom. I never knew it would be hard. I know I can make it happen one way or the other.  
My main focus this month is being positive ! I am going to be reading a lot more and meditating. I feel like I have had a lot of stress and that is not good for my baby. I am still trying to get adjusted to the criticism my family has. Most of my friends don't know anything yet, I am not ready to go public about it because I have been on the down side about my family not supporting me.  
I pray and hope this month goes well for me. I will try to make the best out of it ! 

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

RECAP ! I am BACK

I am BACK !

Wow, I have totally abandoned my blog. ITS SAD ! I totally have forgotten my love for blogging, and not because I been having fun this summer. NO ! This summer has been a total piece of GARBAGE ! I expected this summer to be fun and enjoyable, but it was not. I am totally disappointed with it. I spent it working a Gotham Photography, under the sun, dealing with rude people, phoniness, and a whole bunch of bullshit. Not to mention I have a HORRIBLE uneven tan. I was happy at first thinking I would spend time doing fun things and going places, but I was wrong. I don't even remember what the beach or pool looks like. I feel like its kind of my fault that I didn't take the time to do that, but my days off I spent it sleeping or going to doctors appointments. I have been thinking about quitting the job, but I am waiting on getting another job before I do it. So possibly in the next two weeks or so.

School is starting also in about a week and I am ready for that. I was so proud of my self last semester for my grades. I am ready to knock this one off too. I have two more semester to go and I hope I finish because .................

SURPRISEEEEEEEE ! I am expecting a baby. I am 14 weeks so far I am due on February 23rd, 2014. I would be blogging more about my pregnancy through out the week. I am excited, but not everyone knows, but I thought I would post it on my blog first. I am happy and scared of becoming a mother. I don't know if I'm ready for it, but hopefully with time I am. I am still in shock and amazed that I have life growing inside of me. In four week I will find out the gender of the baby, that's what I am most excited for. I am hoping for a boy, but I will be happy with what ever God gives me.


Thursday, May 23, 2013

Things I've Learn That School Didn't Teach Me

Most of the thing I know today I've learned outside of school. In fact everything I know I've learn outside of school, because all my life I've been in a sucky public school system which teacher just care about their paychecks at the end of the week *Welcome to NYC*...

Honestly the only things I've learned in school are the basics, Math, English,Science, and History ...written on textbooks..which some don't even have the right facts.

Most of the things I've learn , My mom has taught me, I have experienced, I have observed others going through things, or I have looked up information on my own and learn the hard way.

School did not teach me :


  • How to love myself
  • How to take care of my body
  • How to cook
  • How amazing life is when you let go of the past
  • How to love
  • How your "close" friendships shrink
  • How to save and invest
  • Your not obligated to follow the crowd
  • Its okay to be different 
  • You can be your own boss, you don't have to work for anyone
  • HOW TO LIVE LIFE ! 
I think we shouldn't expect much from schools, After all life and personal experiences are the best teachers.