Hello September ! 

In just a few more weeks we will be in my favorite season, FALL ! I am so over summer, especially this summer. My summer sucked, and I glad school is back in session. For this month I haven't set any goals yet, I am just focusing on being happy during my pregnancy because I have been going through a rough time during this past month. I've also been overly emotional to the point where I feel like exploding because no one understands my hormonal conditions. 

I quit my job this weekend, I wasn't felling comfortable there anymore. I felt like they started taking advantage of my hard work, and as the weeks passed I was getting more disappointed. right now I am focusing more on this school semester, I know I need a job to start saving up for when the baby is here, I am trying to figure out how I am going to juggle work, school and being a mom. I never knew it would be hard. I know I can make it happen one way or the other.  

My main focus this month is being positive ! I am going to be reading a lot more and meditating. I feel like I have had a lot of stress and that is not good for my baby. I am still trying to get adjusted to the criticism my family has. Most of my friends don't know anything yet, I am not ready to go public about it because I have been on the down side about my family not supporting me.  

I pray and hope this month goes well for me. I will try to make the best out of it ! 

RECAP ! I am BACK

I am BACK !

Wow, I have totally abandoned my blog. ITS SAD ! I totally have forgotten my love for blogging, and not because I been having fun this summer. NO ! This summer has been a total piece of GARBAGE ! I expected this summer to be fun and enjoyable, but it was not. I am totally disappointed with it. I spent it working a Gotham Photography, under the sun, dealing with rude people, phoniness, and a whole bunch of bullshit. Not to mention I have a HORRIBLE uneven tan. I was happy at first thinking I would spend time doing fun things and going places, but I was wrong. I don't even remember what the beach or pool looks like. I feel like its kind of my fault that I didn't take the time to do that, but my days off I spent it sleeping or going to doctors appointments. I have been thinking about quitting the job, but I am waiting on getting another job before I do it. So possibly in the next two weeks or so.

School is starting also in about a week and I am ready for that. I was so proud of my self last semester for my grades. I am ready to knock this one off too. I have two more semester to go and I hope I finish because .................

SURPRISEEEEEEEE ! I am expecting a baby. I am 14 weeks so far I am due on February 23rd, 2014. I would be blogging more about my pregnancy through out the week. I am excited, but not everyone knows, but I thought I would post it on my blog first. I am happy and scared of becoming a mother. I don't know if I'm ready for it, but hopefully with time I am. I am still in shock and amazed that I have life growing inside of me. In four week I will find out the gender of the baby, that's what I am most excited for. I am hoping for a boy, but I will be happy with what ever God gives me.