"You" & "He"

While you take me to fast foods. HE want to take me to a 5 star restaurant
While you make me cry, HE wants to see me smile.
While you take me to the movies, HE wants to take me to a broadway show
While you pay for my train fare, HE wants to call me a limousine
While you want me to do what you tell me to, HE wants to take me on paradise vacations
While you hit me and break my stuff HE treats me like a queen with hugs and kisses
While you tell me I need to loose weight, HE tells me I look beautiful
While you look at other girls and wish you had them, I AM the only girl in his eyes

*Sometimes is hard when "HE" is my imagination, When "HE" doesnt exist and "you" are REALITY

30 MILE BIKE RIDE/ SHAYTEMBER

Saturday I went on a bike ride with a really close friend of mine. Ive been wanting to go bike riding for quite some time now, and I made it a goal to do it. I rode 30 miles which was my set goal, but I left like I could of went on forever. It felt great to actually accomplish something positive. I usually set goal and I never commit to them, but for the month of September I have decided to take 30 days of my life and turn them into productive days. I thank Shay Carl for inspiring me to do this, he has been the person I look up to for the past 3 years. I have offcially committed myself to join #SHAYTEMBER. I cant wait for the next 28 days. 

MY GOALS FOR THE REST OF THE MONTH

• MEATLESS MONDAY'S (Even though I failed it today)
• NO SUGAR DURING THE WEEK, ONLY ON WEEKENDS
• EXERCISE ATLEAST 20 MINUTES A DAY
• GO TO BED EARLY, BEFORE 1AM.
• TWEET POSITIVE THINGS
• BLOG 2-3 TIMES A WEEK

MY INSPIRATION ! 

Last Day of August

Today is the last day of August, and My day has been in full effect with positivity. I am excited for the month of September. I have many goals that I want to reach this month and although I have failed most of my new year resolution I know I can accomplish everything this month.

My summer started off very negative and all through out the summer I felt worthless, but for September I am breaking that barrier. Although summer is not official over till September 21st, I feel like today my summer has ended..

At times people are afraid to change but change is okay. If you dont change you will never grow. I feel like I have changed in every way, both positive and negative, but those are the things that keep me moving and getting wiser every day.

Summer 2012 was not for me ... Im ready for the rest of the year.

GOALS, HOPES AND DREAMS 

Go after your hopes and dreams. Do that by setting reachable goals. Little by little you can accomplish things. You wake up and work on starting to make those little decisions that will get you closer and closer to those hopes and dreams and reach your goal. And one day you will wake up and say "I did it!" and it feels AMAZING. 

Be a motivation. Motivate yourself because when you start doing that people get inspired and want to start doing the same thing. There is always people watching your good and bad. If you believe in god, I think he works and blesses through people. I believe that everyone has a circle of influence, people that you know, people that you talk to and works  with. These are the people who look at the things you do. 

"Misery love COMPANY" 

Not everyone is going to support your goals and there will always be that person who pushes you back, and you should always expect it when you start out. Negativity with always come at you with your new desire to achieve new things.

Once in a while (well most of the time) you get side tracked from your goals. Its hard to stay on a goal, because somethings we set goal in the wrong way. You CANT just RUN to your goal. It takes time. The best thing to do is to set little things in between to help you achieve and get closer to your goal. ONE LITTE GOAL WILL HELP YOU ACHIEVE A BIGGER ONE. 

If you are ever driving down the road and you get a flat tire, do you get out the car and stab the other 3 tires ? NO. You get out your car and FIX that tire and keep heading down the road. Thats the same with goals. If you ever mess up or get off track thats OKAY! just start again the next day. Allow yourself to accept the fact that you did mess up. dont let one day discourage you, just get back up and forgive yourself. Thats the greatest thing about sun rise, you get a chance to start over again. ALWAY REMEMBER THAT "TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF THE REST OF YOUR LIFE".  

There are little things you can do like write/post post-it notes on your mirrors, read positive books, keep your mind positive and always celebrate your achievements. The more things you do to move towards your goal, the more fire is lit underneath you. ALWAYS REMEMBER TO CELEBRATE THOSE LITTLE VICTORIES!  

Happy 4th of JULY !

Happy 4th of JULY ! I woke up super late and everyone is out at BBQ's and stuff. But most people here in the Bronx use July 4th as an excuse to get drunk, fuck bitches and do rachet shit. And most of the people who do this are the same hispanics that came here for a better life.. No one really cares about the independence and the meaning of the day, we choose to celebrate in different ways, but lets not judge... we are free people so we can do whatever we like :) .. For today everyone is just getting drunk or eating barbecued food. 

( I really don't have much to say about this day except that I am happy to be here in America, all the oppurtunity and chances we get are amazing, I could of been a poor girl in the middle east, or a sex slave in africa... but I am in AMERICA) 

Introduction !

Welcome !

     I am Dari , also know as Dee, College student from the South Bronx. I started this blog out of random, I couldn't think of the right blog or url name for it and I don't know where I got "musing tulip" but I thought i was catchy. I created this blog with out a purpose, I don't have a specific thing to blog about so If you keep up there will be all sorts of random things from book reviews, photography, my point of views, DIY, music, videos, make-up and other things. I don't want to say it will be an "online diary" but it is a way that I will share my life with others.
     I feel like keeping a blog is a way I get to express myself and let things out. I also want to teach others things I know. I'm not expecting to have hundreds of viewers but I do thank those who will be keeping up with me. I am doing this for myself and my goals.

     I got "musing" because I am a heavy thinker and dreamer. I reflect on things a lot and my thoughts are out of this world. I daydream my life away. At times there are soooo many things I want to say and I hate holding them in because I know other people can relate and I feel like some of my thoughts can change a persons life. Not everyone has the courage to say things out loud in public, so I want to be the voice of those muse.  "Tulip" is my favorite flower which are planted in the fall (my favorite season) and start blooming in the spring (also my favorite season) , I find the colors so eye catching. And also the first flower I learned how to draw was a tulip.

     I hope one day my blog become a success and does help others out.. This is just the beginning can't wait for more. <3

Fresh new BLOG !

FINALLY ! After sooo long I am doing this ! I decided to start fresh on a new blog because my other one was a major fail !! *fingers crossed* lets hope that this one is the ONE !!