RECAP ! I am BACK

I am BACK !

Wow, I have totally abandoned my blog. ITS SAD ! I totally have forgotten my love for blogging, and not because I been having fun this summer. NO ! This summer has been a total piece of GARBAGE ! I expected this summer to be fun and enjoyable, but it was not. I am totally disappointed with it. I spent it working a Gotham Photography, under the sun, dealing with rude people, phoniness, and a whole bunch of bullshit. Not to mention I have a HORRIBLE uneven tan. I was happy at first thinking I would spend time doing fun things and going places, but I was wrong. I don't even remember what the beach or pool looks like. I feel like its kind of my fault that I didn't take the time to do that, but my days off I spent it sleeping or going to doctors appointments. I have been thinking about quitting the job, but I am waiting on getting another job before I do it. So possibly in the next two weeks or so.

School is starting also in about a week and I am ready for that. I was so proud of my self last semester for my grades. I am ready to knock this one off too. I have two more semester to go and I hope I finish because .................

SURPRISEEEEEEEE ! I am expecting a baby. I am 14 weeks so far I am due on February 23rd, 2014. I would be blogging more about my pregnancy through out the week. I am excited, but not everyone knows, but I thought I would post it on my blog first. I am happy and scared of becoming a mother. I don't know if I'm ready for it, but hopefully with time I am. I am still in shock and amazed that I have life growing inside of me. In four week I will find out the gender of the baby, that's what I am most excited for. I am hoping for a boy, but I will be happy with what ever God gives me.

June

Fist day back on the blog, after the massive "Blog Every Day In May". I started June off with a hair cut. YES thats right, I cut off my hair, about 10-12 inches. I decided to go natural and cut off all the heat damage I had. I feel different and I LOVE it. I did an asymmetrical cut and I might blow it out for the last time in a long time soon, just to see how it looks. What I really need is a Devachan Hair Salon appointment, but their prices are off the earth. Just one hair cut can average from $100- $200, that's a bit too pricey for my budget, especially just to spend on my hair but its worth it all. As soon as the heat damage was off, my hair curled up right away. I guess the heat damaged ends were weighting down my hair.

Saturday I started a new job at Gotham Photography. Yes, thats right, I am a "photographer" not professional, but I will be soon. Anyone who knows me know that photography is my passion, it ruins in my veins, I live, eat, breathe photography. God has chosen the right moment to give me this opportunity. I have been looking for a job for the past 6 months, and BAM right in my face was this job. I am so excited about it, I have meet some pretty awesome people there, and I feel like I am going to grow with them. Im probably the only amateur one out of all, well, no amateur but the one with least experience. I have checked out 3 of my co-workers photography and they are AMAZING (IN ALL CAPS).  I am thankful to have gotten this opportunity, it came right on time when I needed it. I've been shooting film for the past 3 month, I haven't seen any of my results yet but this week I shall develop some of the films I already shot. Its a bitter sweet feeling because i know I got some good shots, I'm just scared it too over exposed or underexposed. I would be posting the results up next week coming up.

I usually do monthly goals, but to be honest I haven't really thought of any goals yet, except WORK WORK WORK. I'm probably going to call my new job second home real soon. I swear I will take all the hours they give me, if not EXTRA. Not just for the money, but because I really enjoy it.