FEBRUARY !

     Lovely how January has flew by soo quick, I barely even noticed until I started to see people on Twitter tweet about Valentines day. Im excited for February and the other months to come. I have a great feeling about the rest of the year. I have been going through a few trials, emotionally and physically and I am so proud of myself for being strong up until now. I never realized how much inner strength I had in myself until going through these things. *toast to me*

     This month I am keeping it calm and simple, it is a short month after all. Beside a few goals, I want to focus this month on working things out with "him" . We have had a bumpy road for the last couple of months and I feel like I should take action and fix it. This month I will be focusing on make better choices and being the person I am. I have felt lost for the past couple of weeks. Its time to snap into reality. 

FYI : I failed my January water fasting, but like I said I will be water fasting for a few days every month. 

February GOALS ! 

1. Attend Yoga classes at least once a week. 
2. Find a new job
3. Keep my promises 
4. Have sweets on weekends only
5. 3 day water fast
6. Start taking film photos
7. Keep my room clean
8. Spend one day out of the week with my mom
9. STAY FOCUSED
10. CHOOSE HAPPINESS
11. SAVE MONEY ! 

Yup, Thats all. I might add 2 or 3 more things at the month goes a long. I always tend to come up with new ideas every day.

…Valentine’s Day.

People would say two different things about this day.

Those who are in love and in a relationship would be all hyped up about it while those who are single would feel dread about it.

As for me, I don’t really care about it. Im in a stage where I am trying to fix my "Love & Romance".

You don’t need to be in a relationship in order to be happy. Surround yourself with friends and loved ones! I’m sure you’ll just feel as great as those couples you see or even better!

SPREAD THE LOVE…

BE HAPPY :)

You Didn't Stay

It hurts until it doesn’t

Cause I know I’m better off

It’s over and it’s done with

I think I’ve learned enough

I’m moving on

Walking on

Living every day

If you realize you miss me

Then it’s cause you didn’t stay

Day 1 Water Fast : FAIL !

Day 1 of my Water Fast was a "semi" FAIL ! My hunger was striking more than ever. I felt dizzy and i had no type of energy. I went to my friends house and I ATE :/ . I did not eat a lot, I just had a small portion of what i usually eat. I felt bad for breaking my water fast but i couldn't take it. Especially that i am hispanic and everyone around me is too, I cant help it with them smell of delicious food. And after I broke my water fast I passed through Cold Stone and I couldn't resist the smell, so I had to get some ice cream... But through out the whole day I drank nothing but water, its been about 42 hours and this morning my grandma in law made patelitos and I had one.. that has been the only meal of my day :/ .... and my last... Im not going to quit my water diet just because I ate. I am just going to keep going and try to maintain myself from eating. I decided to squeeze half a lemon in my water just so I cant have some sort of taste in my mouth.

I might just push my water fast one more day to make up for my first day... lets see how I do on day 2 ...

Water Fasting !

I officially start my water fasting at 12 am . NO FOOD. JUST WATER. I think its about time I get back in shape like I was before. Lately I have been eating junk food and just unhealthy things which are so delicious. For the past 3 months I have broken my habit of eating healthy and my body feels lazy and droopy. I am starting this fast to cleans my body inside and out. Its not the 1st time I've done it. Im starting with just 3 days for now until my body starts adjusting to being healthy again. I plan on doing the water fasting once a month for the rest of the year and I will be blogging about my process through out. Each month I plan on making the fasting a lil longer. I have to say I am pretty excited for the results. I will not be exercising during the fast just because my body will not be capable of doing all this at once. I will just be resting. After 4 months of no gym or any type of exercising I think I might be pushing it a lil too much with 3 days. I should start with 24 hours first, but I already set this goal and I am determined to do it. 

URL Change

I changed my URL from "musingtulip" to "dolcemusing" .... Just had to make that lil change :)

Hello there 2013 !

What a relief that 2012 is over. Although for the most part 2012 was pretty awesome, the last few months were not so awesome for me. But I just thank god that he has given me another year to breath and live life. 

~ I didn't make any New Year’s Resolutions because I notice that when I do I never accomplish what I had in mind to do for the year. SO I have decided that I do not believe in new years resolutions. I feel like we get a chance to start fresh every day, if I need to make a change, I’m not going to wait until the first of January to make it. I understand that some people need that extra nudge but I don’t see the sense in it. If you think about it a year passes everyday. You are a different person today than you were exactly a year ago to the day. So why wait for a whole few months or so just to transform your life and sometimes resolutions aren’t even January 1st worthy or you realize that it wasn’t what you wanted in the first place. I’m not saying that people should not make resolutions, I’m just saying that they are not right for me. If you are a “New Year, New Me” type of person, more power to you. Whenever I use that phrase I use it jokingly but if that is who you are, GO FOR IT! Own that resolution, WORK THAT NEW YOU! May you all have the best of luck with your endeavors in 2013. So my plan is, as the year goes a long I will have weekly goals that I would like to accomplish. I have many ideas and projects in mind that I will be working on and I will also be sharing them through here. (not that anyone views this blog anyway, but its my way of keeping memories and my thoughts together)

I am truly going to be choosing happiness for the rest of the year, and that will be my challenge. HAPPINESS IS A CHOICE. 

"You" & "He"

While you take me to fast foods. HE want to take me to a 5 star restaurant
While you make me cry, HE wants to see me smile.
While you take me to the movies, HE wants to take me to a broadway show
While you pay for my train fare, HE wants to call me a limousine
While you want me to do what you tell me to, HE wants to take me on paradise vacations
While you hit me and break my stuff HE treats me like a queen with hugs and kisses
While you tell me I need to loose weight, HE tells me I look beautiful
While you look at other girls and wish you had them, I AM the only girl in his eyes

*Sometimes is hard when "HE" is my imagination, When "HE" doesnt exist and "you" are REALITY